Well, there's not much good news to share.
It was decided I would stop the treatment for fibromyalgia. I persisted as long as I could, but I can no longer endure what it is doing to me. It has not done much for my condition and has worsened it in some aspects. It was my hope it would help me feel a little less pain and that, in time I would be able to rebuild my muscles...but my hopes were vain. They shattered yet again.
Now I'm suffering withdrawal from the treatment, but it should last only a few days more. Then I will be back to my old self. I will still be in pain, but at least I will have my head, which I did not have during the treatment. I suffered heavy dizziness and fainting spells and I could not concentrate. I needed even more help than usual to do but the simplest of things. It was not worth it. And the pain did not lessen much and new pains were added to the lot.
Needless to say that my mood isn't on the bright side right now. I feel a little depressed, but I guess it is just normal. I need support but, these days, my friends are just too busy, so I am alone with my mother. At least I have her support. She makes me laugh and we seem to be able to endure just anything when we're together.
I miss having people around me. I miss my friends and I miss my sister. Oh well. Let's cross our fingers for brighter days...